Current...

Working at IT global company in Japan, now i don't feel to be worth the work.
Our colleague does not have to keep trying....challenging...
Most people blames it on each other.
i don't have respected person.

i feel so painful...
i might have a selfish distress....
but i wanna work for everyone in the world...
i wanna give many people more help.

How should i work?
Now i wonder what i can do for tehm..